25 more days!

The beginning of the day was not so great. I woke up after dreaming of my mom all night feeling very down. The dreams were a bit strange. I had a hard time shaking off this odd sensation and get back into my body.

As the day progressed, I began to feel lighter and happier after working on our Chicago event. Got a lot done! Felt accomplished and am determined to continue the mission that my mom and I started 15 years ago.

Soooooo......the wedding!! My wedding coordinator, Eden Silver, arranged a phone interview for me with a videographer. The name of the company is Princess Bride. Here comes some interesting synchronicity. Princess Bride is one of my all time favorite movies, the owner's names are Carl and Sarah. Sarah is one of my favorite names and her middle name is Elizabeth. Carl has flaming red hair and my mother, Ariel, loved red heads. Then to top it all off, Carl and Sarah have a daughter named.....Ariel!! Do you think I should go with this company or what?? Have another interview with someone else tomorrow, so we'll see.

Throughout all the planning, meetings, dress fittings, deciding how to wear my hair, etc., I am working on taking some time to really think about what getting married means to me. How do I go from being single all my life to embracing a life with someone else? With Jeff it's a joy, but a change nonetheless. A change that definitely makes me more happy and excited than fearful. One of the things I love is that at the end of a work day, I go home knowing that at some time that evening Jeff and I will be together and figure out what we are going to have for dinner and be together for the evening.

I have lived alone since I was 26....over 20 years. Jeff is pretty independent as well, so we are finding our way through this together. Together!! Aaaahhhhhh...what a great concept. I highly recommend it to all my single people.

Going from being single to getting married....I will write more about this in future blogs.